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Journal Entry: Thu May 14, 2015, 12:22 PM
/Edit: my aunt died. Life is a shit. 

[Warning: this is my own drama, you don't have to read]

It's been over a year since I've been frustrated with my art, deviantArt and everything. 
It's hard to get noticed, get people to buy your art or support you... things aren't very well here. Bills, and now family health problems. I'm afraid of losing someone in my family. 
I can't help with any bills because I don't have a job. "Go get a job then." Easy to say. I have depression and social phobia, I don't go out alone. I had hope when I opened a Patreon account. And until now I just receive $1 per month (I thank the person so much for being my first patron, it's mean a lot to me ç.ç). 
I think is every artist's dream to gain money through their art. But damn, it's so fucking hard!! D8 Everyone should have a chance. Why this world is so difficult?
I just feel frustration when I make an art and post. And I like to post. I like attention, as anyone else. I try so hard, I don't know more what to do. I probably will stop with the drawings, soon or later. I think about it a long time ago. I know we have make art for ourselves, to feel good, happy, distracted. But I don't know what I feel anymore. It's everything so unclear. 
I cannot do much now but rant. D8 Sorry my boredoom, and my english. 
In my head I have a better rant, but when is to write, everything going mixed. XD
I probably will be less active.I think I just will post random shitty things on my facebook page. 
Well, right now I do have a lineart done from a reference drawing. Maybe I'll have mood to color it soon and post it to you. 
Sorry, and thanks for everyone who support me, every friend I made here. You are all special. :heart: Nayu loves you. 

(And about the family health problem... my aunt is in the hospital. Her case is serious.)


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xTaintedRosex Featured By Owner May 17, 2015  New Deviant Hobbyist General Artist
We are a collaboration page between 2 friends, this is where we feature our upcoming manga! If you like warriors, fight scenes, medieval concepts, magic, weapons, school life, some comedy and serious events all at the same time, well this is the right manga for you (not to mention if any of ur friends that might like this, mention it to them as well!) It is NEW therefore we are still in the process up building a fan base! Itll mean the WORLD if you could follow us on here, Tumblr and Salem's personal Instagram(our artist), where she posts her other arts along with our warriors~ 

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If you haven't and you'd like to.. you can read our sneek peek manga pages here. Hope you enjoy!
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FunnyScared Featured By Owner May 16, 2015
:iconrubcheeksplz:Awwwww !!! Thank you very muchg for the +Fav !!!! :iconlovelyhugplz:
Hope you'll like my future drawings !!!! <3<3<3<3<3 :iconadorableplz:
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LovelyMomo92 Featured By Owner May 13, 2015  Student Digital Artist
>.< This is long overdue, but with the most difficult of my finals out of the way and a clear head,AWKWARD TURTLE 

Thank you so very much for the fav!turtle 
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Why2be Featured By Owner May 12, 2015   Traditional Artist

Hey Nayume,

Many thanks for adding « How to train your mini Dragon » to your collection.

fav.me/d8gwvfe

I’m really glad you like it !!!

Have a great day !! ^_^

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Prinnia Featured By Owner May 11, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav! :iconbunnyloveplz:  Your art is really cute!
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